I am going through something and I don’t know what it is. It scares me when I can’t name emotions. It makes me go back to the days when I was visiting a psychologist and she was telling me to name my emotions. This emotion, what I’m going through right now, I can’t.
I don’t even know why I am feeling this way, I should be feeling relaxed, carefree, grateful that I don’t have anymore exams yet here I am unable to describe what I am going through and it scares me and I don’t know what to do.
This blog wasn’t intended for me to write about my sad,bad, confused times, it was supposed to be about my times exploring my gap year and having crazy shenanigans, yet here I am day 3 of another depressing rant. In turn I’m using this blog as a gateway to my emotions and I don’t know if that’s what I want to do, but on the other hand it’s better letting this all out than keeping it bottled inside, right?