Night shift and the past week has really screwed with my body clock but it has also given me really weird, realistic dreams. And the dream I had this afternoon has really screwed with my thought pattern.
My dream was about my upcoming travels, I am hoping to au pair in Spain but after calling the Spanish embassy this afternoon, turns out my chance of au pairing isn’t going to work seeming I am an Australian citizen and the Schengan visa is for only 90 days and I will be there for more than 90 days and it is not classifed as a working holiday to be an au pair. So in my dream I ended up working in the UK which is something I don’t want to do, also in my dream I stopped my nursing degree to become a naturopath.
Now I am tempted to get a UK working visa and work for 2 years there and then come back and study naturopathy but I’m also still wanting to be a nurse I think. I enjoy helping people. I feel lost. I don’t know what to do. What is my sub conscious trying to tell me? Am I just growing up too quickly and freaking out that I could be a registered nurse in 2 years or do I want to study to be a naturopath.
What do I do, I wish someone could just tell me what to do? I’m freaking out just a little bit.