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A trip to Adelaide on the weekend caused a bit of a stir not only on my love life but drama in general. Lets be honest whenever there is a trip away of course there will be drama and for once it didn’t even involve the douchebag I’ve been hooking up with.
So the story goes if you flick back to my posts a whole year ago you will have heard of another douchebag I was seeing a boy who stole my heart. Where does he fit into this seeming a whole year has past and maybe in the last 3 months I’ve forgotten about him finally?
Well Saturday getting ready for a party my friend and I are at a petrol station. My phone beeps and it has written party party party. Now who would write this? It’s a number I don’t know. Is it someone who is at this party? Who is it? Does douchebag have my number finally? Well the answer is no no no. It was from the boy of a year ago. Like wtf? So I freak out a little but I don’t reply. Points for me on this. But then he has the nerve to Facebook message. Drunk me was not a happy chappy. Plus I was super pissed that someone had stolen my captains and coke.
So where does this leave me? In no mans land I want to message him but I don’t. I don’t know what to do?????
Boys enough said???

It’s been a while since I’ve done a boy post. Perhaps boys haven’t been on my mind, well that’s a bit of a lie.
Though there is one boy in particular who is not on my mind but bam his there and when we drink bam something always happens. His not even a new boy, I hooked up with him as a rebound and there have been occasions where we hook up for example when we drank in latvija and the event that has caused me to write this was last weekend. I thought our hook ups were secret until I found out our crew know.
I went down with some friends to the island, I was crashing a boys weekend but I needed to get away. I got there, started chilling and bam he arrives. That’s alright I’m cool calm and collected. Until its about time to go to bed, it was already morning. I was absorbing the quietness outside whilst having a sneaky smoke, went in and got a glass of water and he was there. He pretty much went hey I know your not ok, what’s up. I was like I can’t tell you or I cry, he came to give me a hug and said come with me. New me was like no I’m going to my own bed. He promised nothing has to happen its just nice to have comfort. So alas I followed. And did nothing happen? Of course not because like always we started hooking up. And then the drunken ramble came up. Would I have slept with him? Yes but he didn’t have protection- he seems to lack on the organisation front there. And what annoys me is that he knows how to turn me on and even says I remember this how you like it.
We fell asleep, and then I must’ve had a bad dream or something because his holding me reassuringly. That’s where my mind starts to tick, he never does that when we sleep together, why now, because I’m being emotional or as one of my friends said that he has feelings.
Firstly he can’t have feelings, he was my rebound that’s why I am comfortable hooking up with him.
Secondly he is a man whore, I’ve seen him hook up with other girls and there’s no hard feelings.

Then what got me in the morning when I went to my bed to get some sleep, he was reminiscing about the first time we hooked up. Who does that?

I’ve debriefed with my girls, one said his got feelings. The other said she knew it was going to happen. Then I spoke to my guy friend and his like the guys a bit of a dick, I don’t want him to hurt you.

It’s just another different path in the life of me. There’s bits of old me coming through again which I’m not liking.
I guess we will see what happens on Saturday when I see him again.